Bipolar disorder is often misunderstood because people see only fragments of it. Some witness the high energy and assume it is simply enthusiasm or ambition. Others notice the deep withdrawal and believe it is just sadness or exhaustion. What many do not see is the full cycle, the dramatic movement between emotional extremes that can reshape a person’s thoughts, behavior, energy, and identity.
At its core, bipolar disorder is a disorder of regulation. The brain normally maintains a balance between activation and rest, motivation and calm, excitement and reflection. In bipolar disorder, that balance becomes unstable. The mind can accelerate far beyond normal levels of energy and confidence, and at other times it can descend into profound depression where even the simplest tasks feel impossible.
During certain periods, he felt electrified by life. Ideas flowed rapidly. His thoughts moved so quickly that conversations struggled to keep up with him. He slept only a few hours each night yet woke up feeling energized.
But what they did not see was how the acceleration gradually moved beyond control. His thoughts began to race faster than he could organize them. Sleep became almost nonexistent. His judgment shifted. He made impulsive decisions, spent money recklessly, and took risks he would normally avoid.
Dr. Oladunni Faminu
DNP, PMHNP, FNP